Post by Rosaliz Hernandez G6 on Sept 9, 2008 3:28:20 GMT
When Rosaliz had first woken up this morning she had to admit that she was happier and more excited than she had been in a long time. The only way a stranger would have been able to tell the difference in her mood was the fact that she wasn't scowling. Only her mother--if she had been alive--would have been able to see that while her demeanor was somewhat the same it was her eyes that held a slight glow. Rosaliz took a deep, relaxed breath as she pulled into the station, her hazel eyes glued to the window as the world that had previously been flying past slowed to a crawl, and finally a stop. She arrived, soon she'd be back in Hogwarts. She counted it mostly as a good thing, she'd hardly enjoyed her summer at all. Barred from all friends she'd been lucky when she'd had time to send an owl to any of them. Two weeks of the summer holiday had gone by where Rosaliz was alloted her usual freedom. “Right." She stated as she moved from the vehicle, stretching out her legs which had previously been composed in the 'pretzel' style of sitting. She leaned back into the car and pulled on her trainers, they were amazingly ugly things of both bright purple and bright yellow, but they explained her shirt. Which was long sleeved and also an oddly bright shade of purple, with a gold-yellow line work of an elephant on the bottom left side of the front of it. She'd paired the items with her black jeans, thinking it was amazing how well one could stand out when they wanted to. But then again, her demeanor had changed once more, seeing all the spots where had been once more haunted her mind with their memories. It hurt her...made that ache inside her grow stronger. But no need to matter all she needed to worry was finding a seat... making sure that any of the few people that would not hex, hit or do any other sort of harm to Rosaliz. She was not actually sure how any of them got to Hogwarts, she could only assume the train. A sudden gust of wind blew Rosaliz's long golden waves in front of her, blocking her view momentarily of the scarlet train. She had taken her hair down once she could no longer could see her mother's penetrating gaze, glad to have her hair down to shield her from the looks she was still receiving from people. Was this just how people generally acted, constantly starring at other people? If it was, she didn't like it at all. It made her feel most uncomfortable, wondering what was so interesting to look at about her. Sighing, she continued onto the train, hoping to find an empty compartment so she could be alone, where no one could look at her. She continued to move down the train isle at a slow place, looking into compartments and sometimes staring for moments at some of the students inside, other times passing by with the barest of glances. Finding an empty compartment, she sat down. As Rosaliz thought aimlessly about the recent events in her life, her blue eyes began to easily drift back to the window to her right. Out of it, she could see nothing but a solid brick wall, marking the edge of the station. Her lips had twisted in concentration as she contemplated her fifth year, something she tended to do quite a bit whenever she was alone or didn't need her mind elsewhere. Moving her eyes away from the window, the towheaded Gryffindor caught sight of an abandoned Daily Prophet a few feet away. Deciding that she had nothing better to do at the moment, Rosaliz picked it up and scanned the headlines. Nothing of great interest: it would seem that another scandal was within the Ministry walls. What else was new? Turning the first page open, Rosaliz read through the headlines, seeing hardly anything of the smallest interest spilled out on the pages before her. She tried to interest herself in an article regarding some escaped dragons in Romania but after a minute or so, Rosaliz realized she had lost her attention to the article.
Sighing heavily, the Gryffindor closed the paper and put it back where it was originally sought out. If there was one thing that everyone should know about Rosaliz it was that her faith in her logical mind was literally and physically undeniable. There was no way that she would ever doubt something that the logical processing part of her mind told herself and it was for this reason that Rosaliz everything she thought about and planned out was perfect, of course most of it was assumptions, working on hunches and yet even when she made these decisions on hunches and the like she knew that there was always strong evidence to back up whatever she thought. Rosaliz would never believe something that had absolutely no evidence though most people thought she did. This was however simply because they could not see the evidence that lay so plainly before her that she could see. Most would not notice the things that she did and therefore they would not know her logic and she seemed almost illogical due to how strong her logic was. Rosaliz had spent most of her summer learning new spells and trying to master them. Her obsession on beating her aunt was taking a toll on her. She had lost a couple of friends but truly herself. She was no longer the girl that would sit and have a cheerful conversation with you. Now she kept everything to herself and found everybody suspicious. Her character has become dark and ominous, not allowing anybody into her own social life. Nobody knew about the situation itself. And that's the way she wanted it to stay. Really there was no reason for explanation....If somebody pondered about it they just figured she was just growing up. Besides Rosaliz was not the type of person most would classify as joyous anymore. When people regarded her alabaster countenance and physique, adjectives such as cold, poised, and perhaps even slight petrification by the way her intense eyes gazed into the windows of those she communicated with: a rarity but still a necessity in some circumstances. In any case, the Gryffindor had a very pessimistic view on life: why ought she to be happy? What within the cursed world she was living within could possibly contain any joy for her? Perhaps it was because of her tyrannical upbringing but Rosaliz thought happiness was impossible for her. Even now, when she was living more independently than ever before, she could not allow herself to be engulfed by mere joviality. Perhaps when a person was wise to the evil ways of the world, such lighthearted feelings could not be felt. In any case, Rosaliz was concentrated on mere survival and avoiding the clutches of an unknown name and face by all possible means. The trunk she carried with her contained not just weapons and defense mechanisms. She kept it near by her feet for if she needed the items in a situation that she had to fled Hogwarts quickly everything was there in her reach. Gazing out the window she stayed alert hoping nobody would interrupt her peace.
Sighing heavily, the Gryffindor closed the paper and put it back where it was originally sought out. If there was one thing that everyone should know about Rosaliz it was that her faith in her logical mind was literally and physically undeniable. There was no way that she would ever doubt something that the logical processing part of her mind told herself and it was for this reason that Rosaliz everything she thought about and planned out was perfect, of course most of it was assumptions, working on hunches and yet even when she made these decisions on hunches and the like she knew that there was always strong evidence to back up whatever she thought. Rosaliz would never believe something that had absolutely no evidence though most people thought she did. This was however simply because they could not see the evidence that lay so plainly before her that she could see. Most would not notice the things that she did and therefore they would not know her logic and she seemed almost illogical due to how strong her logic was. Rosaliz had spent most of her summer learning new spells and trying to master them. Her obsession on beating her aunt was taking a toll on her. She had lost a couple of friends but truly herself. She was no longer the girl that would sit and have a cheerful conversation with you. Now she kept everything to herself and found everybody suspicious. Her character has become dark and ominous, not allowing anybody into her own social life. Nobody knew about the situation itself. And that's the way she wanted it to stay. Really there was no reason for explanation....If somebody pondered about it they just figured she was just growing up. Besides Rosaliz was not the type of person most would classify as joyous anymore. When people regarded her alabaster countenance and physique, adjectives such as cold, poised, and perhaps even slight petrification by the way her intense eyes gazed into the windows of those she communicated with: a rarity but still a necessity in some circumstances. In any case, the Gryffindor had a very pessimistic view on life: why ought she to be happy? What within the cursed world she was living within could possibly contain any joy for her? Perhaps it was because of her tyrannical upbringing but Rosaliz thought happiness was impossible for her. Even now, when she was living more independently than ever before, she could not allow herself to be engulfed by mere joviality. Perhaps when a person was wise to the evil ways of the world, such lighthearted feelings could not be felt. In any case, Rosaliz was concentrated on mere survival and avoiding the clutches of an unknown name and face by all possible means. The trunk she carried with her contained not just weapons and defense mechanisms. She kept it near by her feet for if she needed the items in a situation that she had to fled Hogwarts quickly everything was there in her reach. Gazing out the window she stayed alert hoping nobody would interrupt her peace.