Post by Ariane Chan on Sept 19, 2008 19:21:53 GMT
As a prefect Ariane was supposed to keep order, maintain decorum, and instill the school rules in the student population. What's more, as a seventh year and one of the oldest pupils in the school, Ariane was to set a good example to those in the younger years.
Right now, the last thing she was doing was setting an example, or following the rules.
Ariane stared Riley Coxen up and down once; twice; three times, before she sighed in defeat. The fifth year girl was one of the notoriously 'difficult' students, renowned for her pranking and mischief, along with her twin brother Oz. Twins were the worst, Ariane had decided. One was bad enough, but two? Ariane didn't want to imagine two Jez Cuthberts. Uh uh. One was bad, and two would drive even her crazy. Ariane could only take so much. So when she had left the castle to come to the Grounds to practise her flying, she'd done a double-take at the sight of Riley zipping about on her broom already. One step before her. Ariane had grit her teeth in annoyance and signalled the fifth year to land and come to her. Now she continued to watch Riley silently, her eyes narrowed in thought. Ariane didn't - couldn't, really, since she was gripping her own broomstick guiltily - want to punish Riley, even though she was one of the banes of her existence as a prefect. The amount of times Riley had caused Ariane and her fellow Gryffindors and prefects trouble... It made her head spin to remember them all. How could she and Osmond be related to Chace, who was so quiet and reserved? He was a Hufflepuff like Aurora, and Ariane had not ever spoken a word to him. But Riley and 'Oz', as her twin was better known; gosh, the number of times she'd chastised them for their pranks - countless. But this time, Ariane had no solid ground to stand on; if she punished Riley for using the Quidditch pitch without permission she would be labelling herself a hypocrite; which Ariane tried her hardest not to be.
Normally Ariane would follow the rules. She didn't use her wand in corridors on her enemies to rile trouble; she never wandered into the Forbidden Forest. But she had snuck onto the pitch a few times. How else could she practise her flying? Ariane was certainly not auditioning for the Gryffindor team; the thought of teamwork and relying on her housemates repelled her. Ariane was a lone wolf. No one was to touch upon that outer boundary she'd made without her permission; hence why she was so irritated by Jez's constant presence in her life. Even though he was physically not too close for her liking, he was always finding ways to crawl under her skin with pranks she could only label childish and a waste of time. OK, they required some genius of its maker, but didn't Jez have better things to do than stalk her endlessly with his idiotic, time-consuming pranks?! Ariane was sick of it! She was so sick of Jez; so sick of Harmony and her cover stories about what she'd been up to recently, when she was certain she was with that good-for-nothing child, Rex Carter; sick of Aurora even though her best friend had not done anything, anything at all to annoy or hurt or betray her. Aurora was just there as usual, and even though she wanted to be grateful to her cousin, Ariane merely despised her presence. It was all a reminder of the past. Everything had changed for Ariane since Tristan had left her behind; now she was a shell... a shell that longed, more than ever, to grab her broomstick and fly. Fly out there in that blistering winter cold and lose herself and her love for Tristan.
But Riley - yes, that was who she had found when she'd decided to slip onto the Grounds for another quick fly around the large games pitch. Ariane stared intently at the younger girl, and after sighing defeatedly, mounted her broomstick. "You know what?" she asked Riley without humour or emotion. "I don't care. Do what you want. Fly here if you want. I won't say anything. I won't report anything. I'm a hypocrite. I break this rule all the time. It's a stupid rule. We should be allowed to fly if we want to. We should have that slice of freedom if we want it." Ariane breathed harshly, her eyes turning to look up at the clear skies. "Scratch that," she muttered to herself. "I'm going to take my freedom if I want it. No one can stop me. Not the rules. Not my enemies, my friends, my family. And especially not him." Shoving tears to the back of her sockets with frustrated, angry blinks, Ariane tried to make her feet move, make them propel her off the grass and into the air. But she couldn't... not yet. Not with Riley still standing there. Ariane fixed her eyes on her again, this time dry once more. "You can stay or you can go," she repeated impatiently. "I'm not going to punish you. I didn't see you, you didn't see me... Let's just pretend there's no rules, OK?" She watched the younger girl, searching for something in those clear eyes of hers. She could see, beneath that exterior or confrontation, mischief and attention-seeking, there lay a damaged soul. Maybe she was just as damaged as Ariane was. "It's a beautiful day," Ariane started again after a long pause where she remained floating on her broom. "It's a perfect day for flying. It's too perfect. Nothing should be that perfect. Perfection and happy endings... they don't exist." Bitter... oh so bitter. That was Ariane Chan.
"Damn you, Tristan MacCay. Damn you."
Right now, the last thing she was doing was setting an example, or following the rules.
Ariane stared Riley Coxen up and down once; twice; three times, before she sighed in defeat. The fifth year girl was one of the notoriously 'difficult' students, renowned for her pranking and mischief, along with her twin brother Oz. Twins were the worst, Ariane had decided. One was bad enough, but two? Ariane didn't want to imagine two Jez Cuthberts. Uh uh. One was bad, and two would drive even her crazy. Ariane could only take so much. So when she had left the castle to come to the Grounds to practise her flying, she'd done a double-take at the sight of Riley zipping about on her broom already. One step before her. Ariane had grit her teeth in annoyance and signalled the fifth year to land and come to her. Now she continued to watch Riley silently, her eyes narrowed in thought. Ariane didn't - couldn't, really, since she was gripping her own broomstick guiltily - want to punish Riley, even though she was one of the banes of her existence as a prefect. The amount of times Riley had caused Ariane and her fellow Gryffindors and prefects trouble... It made her head spin to remember them all. How could she and Osmond be related to Chace, who was so quiet and reserved? He was a Hufflepuff like Aurora, and Ariane had not ever spoken a word to him. But Riley and 'Oz', as her twin was better known; gosh, the number of times she'd chastised them for their pranks - countless. But this time, Ariane had no solid ground to stand on; if she punished Riley for using the Quidditch pitch without permission she would be labelling herself a hypocrite; which Ariane tried her hardest not to be.
Normally Ariane would follow the rules. She didn't use her wand in corridors on her enemies to rile trouble; she never wandered into the Forbidden Forest. But she had snuck onto the pitch a few times. How else could she practise her flying? Ariane was certainly not auditioning for the Gryffindor team; the thought of teamwork and relying on her housemates repelled her. Ariane was a lone wolf. No one was to touch upon that outer boundary she'd made without her permission; hence why she was so irritated by Jez's constant presence in her life. Even though he was physically not too close for her liking, he was always finding ways to crawl under her skin with pranks she could only label childish and a waste of time. OK, they required some genius of its maker, but didn't Jez have better things to do than stalk her endlessly with his idiotic, time-consuming pranks?! Ariane was sick of it! She was so sick of Jez; so sick of Harmony and her cover stories about what she'd been up to recently, when she was certain she was with that good-for-nothing child, Rex Carter; sick of Aurora even though her best friend had not done anything, anything at all to annoy or hurt or betray her. Aurora was just there as usual, and even though she wanted to be grateful to her cousin, Ariane merely despised her presence. It was all a reminder of the past. Everything had changed for Ariane since Tristan had left her behind; now she was a shell... a shell that longed, more than ever, to grab her broomstick and fly. Fly out there in that blistering winter cold and lose herself and her love for Tristan.
But Riley - yes, that was who she had found when she'd decided to slip onto the Grounds for another quick fly around the large games pitch. Ariane stared intently at the younger girl, and after sighing defeatedly, mounted her broomstick. "You know what?" she asked Riley without humour or emotion. "I don't care. Do what you want. Fly here if you want. I won't say anything. I won't report anything. I'm a hypocrite. I break this rule all the time. It's a stupid rule. We should be allowed to fly if we want to. We should have that slice of freedom if we want it." Ariane breathed harshly, her eyes turning to look up at the clear skies. "Scratch that," she muttered to herself. "I'm going to take my freedom if I want it. No one can stop me. Not the rules. Not my enemies, my friends, my family. And especially not him." Shoving tears to the back of her sockets with frustrated, angry blinks, Ariane tried to make her feet move, make them propel her off the grass and into the air. But she couldn't... not yet. Not with Riley still standing there. Ariane fixed her eyes on her again, this time dry once more. "You can stay or you can go," she repeated impatiently. "I'm not going to punish you. I didn't see you, you didn't see me... Let's just pretend there's no rules, OK?" She watched the younger girl, searching for something in those clear eyes of hers. She could see, beneath that exterior or confrontation, mischief and attention-seeking, there lay a damaged soul. Maybe she was just as damaged as Ariane was. "It's a beautiful day," Ariane started again after a long pause where she remained floating on her broom. "It's a perfect day for flying. It's too perfect. Nothing should be that perfect. Perfection and happy endings... they don't exist." Bitter... oh so bitter. That was Ariane Chan.
"Damn you, Tristan MacCay. Damn you."