Post by Ally Ross H5 on Feb 17, 2009 13:54:57 GMT
She hadn’t actually been on this bench before. An odd thing to realise, perhaps – why did it honestly matter if she hadn’t placed her bottom on every bench in the courtyard, after all? To Ally it did matter. Not that this bench was special… it was just the same as the others – made of silver stone, simple yet oddly elegant like the castle it lay beneath, with a few words dedicated to someone long gone carved into the hard stone at the back. For a moment Ally fingered the smooth lettering, tracing each curve gently with the tip of her forefinger. Bridgette Floore. She wondered who it was, what Bridgette had done to earn her spot on the bench. Who decided whether or not dedications like this would be made? What did it mean, really? With a frown of thought creasing her freckled forehead, Ally lifted her finger sharply from the lettering and placed it where it had been before, neatly encased in the fingers of her other hand, lying patently in her lap.
Around Ally people were in groups – always with the groups. She disliked them. Ally Ross had never been in a group, never belonged to a clique like that. She saw them now – living up to people’s stereotypical views on them. And what was Ally? She often attempted to turn her own observant eyes on herself, but never got very far in knowing what others thought of her. She only knew what they thought from how they spoke; Slytherins often harshly, which made her realise more often than not how unaccepted she was. Ravenclaws as if she was an idiot, stupid, half-brained. Most likely true too. Gryffindors didn’t really talk to Ally all that much and when they did, it was with half an ear; she rarely had anything interesting to say. Ally enjoyed her own house much more than any of the others. Hufflepuffs were much more reliable. She knew exactly how they would respond to her when they did, and so was rarely upset or shocked by them. The other girls in her dorm generally gave her a fairly wide birth apart from May and two others. Ally didn’t know if she liked it that way; she had nothing to compare it with.
Crossing her legs beneath her she pushed the sounds around her from her mind, wanting silence. Ally loved silence. A strange thing, but she knew that you could truly listen to silence. It was not a fact, but an opinion. Ally didn’t know many facts – you had to be clever to speak about them with conviction. But everyone could give an opinion, have an opinion, and still be a little dim academically. Ally half-closed her eyes until she could only see blurred feet in front of her, smart black leather ones and comfortable green converse, old white trainers and stylish branded ballerina-pumps, leather boots and weathered doc martens. Still she pushed down the sounds until every pair of shoes that wandered past went by almost silently, giving the atmosphere an almost surreal aspect. But the peace wouldn’t last – it never did.
This time the lull was broken by a large ‘SLAP’ sound. The sound of a large object being dropped. Ally started and her legs shot out beneath her, her hand steadying herself against the bench arm. She always startled easily. Her eyes scoured around her and latched with a frown onto a boy a little younger than her, who was walking in the opposite direction – leaving behind a book he had dropped. Hadn't he heard it fall? How odd. Maybe he was listening to music of some sorts. Now I’ll probably have to be a good Hufflepuff and give it to him… Ally sighed inwardly. She glanced around, hopeful eyes waiting for someone to hand the book back before she had to. But no-one did so. There was always one person that picked dropped belongings up when no-one else wanted to, and it was normally Ally. Flexing her fingers nervously she lifted the book up swiftly and held it to her body, small enough to avoid being jostled by passing people. The boy was not too far away – she caught up with him in a few moments beside the fountain, and gently tapped him on the shoulder, instantly feeling awkward. When he turned, she offered the book slowly.
“You… you dropped this.” A pause. Her mind raced; she rarely started conversations but felt as if this was the time to do so, as if she and he should continue their greeting simply because she’d handed him a dropped book. Odd. “Right. Well.” For the first time her eyes peered down at the cover. She squinted and her frown creased her forehead again. Turning the book gently her way she studied the letters. Now she felt not only awkward, but dumb. “What does it say?” She could read. Of course she could. But the title was incredibly long and unusual and did not ring a single bell in her mind. Blushing slightly she glanced upwards into the boy’s eyes. Inwardly, she prayed he wasn’t a Slytherin – though perhaps a snooty Ravenclaw would be even worse.
Around Ally people were in groups – always with the groups. She disliked them. Ally Ross had never been in a group, never belonged to a clique like that. She saw them now – living up to people’s stereotypical views on them. And what was Ally? She often attempted to turn her own observant eyes on herself, but never got very far in knowing what others thought of her. She only knew what they thought from how they spoke; Slytherins often harshly, which made her realise more often than not how unaccepted she was. Ravenclaws as if she was an idiot, stupid, half-brained. Most likely true too. Gryffindors didn’t really talk to Ally all that much and when they did, it was with half an ear; she rarely had anything interesting to say. Ally enjoyed her own house much more than any of the others. Hufflepuffs were much more reliable. She knew exactly how they would respond to her when they did, and so was rarely upset or shocked by them. The other girls in her dorm generally gave her a fairly wide birth apart from May and two others. Ally didn’t know if she liked it that way; she had nothing to compare it with.
Crossing her legs beneath her she pushed the sounds around her from her mind, wanting silence. Ally loved silence. A strange thing, but she knew that you could truly listen to silence. It was not a fact, but an opinion. Ally didn’t know many facts – you had to be clever to speak about them with conviction. But everyone could give an opinion, have an opinion, and still be a little dim academically. Ally half-closed her eyes until she could only see blurred feet in front of her, smart black leather ones and comfortable green converse, old white trainers and stylish branded ballerina-pumps, leather boots and weathered doc martens. Still she pushed down the sounds until every pair of shoes that wandered past went by almost silently, giving the atmosphere an almost surreal aspect. But the peace wouldn’t last – it never did.
This time the lull was broken by a large ‘SLAP’ sound. The sound of a large object being dropped. Ally started and her legs shot out beneath her, her hand steadying herself against the bench arm. She always startled easily. Her eyes scoured around her and latched with a frown onto a boy a little younger than her, who was walking in the opposite direction – leaving behind a book he had dropped. Hadn't he heard it fall? How odd. Maybe he was listening to music of some sorts. Now I’ll probably have to be a good Hufflepuff and give it to him… Ally sighed inwardly. She glanced around, hopeful eyes waiting for someone to hand the book back before she had to. But no-one did so. There was always one person that picked dropped belongings up when no-one else wanted to, and it was normally Ally. Flexing her fingers nervously she lifted the book up swiftly and held it to her body, small enough to avoid being jostled by passing people. The boy was not too far away – she caught up with him in a few moments beside the fountain, and gently tapped him on the shoulder, instantly feeling awkward. When he turned, she offered the book slowly.
“You… you dropped this.” A pause. Her mind raced; she rarely started conversations but felt as if this was the time to do so, as if she and he should continue their greeting simply because she’d handed him a dropped book. Odd. “Right. Well.” For the first time her eyes peered down at the cover. She squinted and her frown creased her forehead again. Turning the book gently her way she studied the letters. Now she felt not only awkward, but dumb. “What does it say?” She could read. Of course she could. But the title was incredibly long and unusual and did not ring a single bell in her mind. Blushing slightly she glanced upwards into the boy’s eyes. Inwardly, she prayed he wasn’t a Slytherin – though perhaps a snooty Ravenclaw would be even worse.