Post by Jacob Baine H3 on May 6, 2008 4:43:13 GMT
It was one of Jacob's more remarkable (so to speak) traits, the fact that he had such a hard time concentrating on anything. He could barely concentrate in his classes, and that was only because he constantly reminded himself that his mother had to to work hard to send him to school. As a matter of fact, the only reason he put up with this place was because of his mother. She had gotten it into her head that her little boy could amount to something now that he was studying magic, although Jacob firmly believed he hadn't changed one speck from what he used to be before Hogwarts, magic or no magic.
Why was he at the library? it was question he found himself wondering. Outside, it was beautiful, and he thought that by all rights he should be out there enjoying it. When Jacob made his mind up about something, very little could keep him from doing it, and at the moment he was seriously considering ditching his books for the great outdoors. He hated everything about the library----the books smelled like throw-up, the chairs were uncomfortable, and it was so maddeningly quiet that he wanted to scream. From his seat he could catch a glimpse of the sun from behind a monstrous bookshelf, and if he moved his hand a bit to the right, he was able to get a ray of light to turn his fingers warm and gold. He amused himself a for a moment by moving his fingers in the sunlight, watching the particles of dust fly about, pretending they were little figures playing an imaginary Quidditch game. He scoffed, and cupped his face in his other hand. Forget this, he was going to go out and have fun.
Yet he didn't move.
In the back of his mind, he knew why he was here. The reason behind his uncharacteristic action of going to the library was not because he was concerned with his grades (although that was part of the reason, if only slightly), but because he was scared about letting another thing slip. Before Hogwarts, Jacob had just discovered hair gel and its almost magical side-effects of procuring friends and admirers out of thin air. But at Hogwarts, he had gone from the top of the social ladder to the bottom rung. For two years, he had gone about this miserable (at least to him) existence, and it seemed only yesterday that he bumped into (quite literally) someone who he hoped would be a kindred spirit.
Truthfully, his initial impression of Liang Jong did not give the taller (and smarter and better looking, Jacob mused) boy much credit. Jacob mistakenly mistook him for some awkward social outcast, a student even lower than he himself. The second time they bumped into each other (carefully planned by Jacob), he talked to Liang, and gradually realized his mistake. At first, Jacob asked Liang for tutoring to get to know the Ravenclaw better---was this someone who he could rely on to boost his own self-esteem? Or was Liang Jong a rising star who Jacob could latch onto? Eventually, he realized his own scheming, and was ashamed of his thoughts. He tried his best to make friends with Liang, but as he learned quite recently, this was not so easy of a task.
Jacob didn't arrive early, let alone early to the library, for just anyone.
Why was he at the library? it was question he found himself wondering. Outside, it was beautiful, and he thought that by all rights he should be out there enjoying it. When Jacob made his mind up about something, very little could keep him from doing it, and at the moment he was seriously considering ditching his books for the great outdoors. He hated everything about the library----the books smelled like throw-up, the chairs were uncomfortable, and it was so maddeningly quiet that he wanted to scream. From his seat he could catch a glimpse of the sun from behind a monstrous bookshelf, and if he moved his hand a bit to the right, he was able to get a ray of light to turn his fingers warm and gold. He amused himself a for a moment by moving his fingers in the sunlight, watching the particles of dust fly about, pretending they were little figures playing an imaginary Quidditch game. He scoffed, and cupped his face in his other hand. Forget this, he was going to go out and have fun.
Yet he didn't move.
In the back of his mind, he knew why he was here. The reason behind his uncharacteristic action of going to the library was not because he was concerned with his grades (although that was part of the reason, if only slightly), but because he was scared about letting another thing slip. Before Hogwarts, Jacob had just discovered hair gel and its almost magical side-effects of procuring friends and admirers out of thin air. But at Hogwarts, he had gone from the top of the social ladder to the bottom rung. For two years, he had gone about this miserable (at least to him) existence, and it seemed only yesterday that he bumped into (quite literally) someone who he hoped would be a kindred spirit.
Truthfully, his initial impression of Liang Jong did not give the taller (and smarter and better looking, Jacob mused) boy much credit. Jacob mistakenly mistook him for some awkward social outcast, a student even lower than he himself. The second time they bumped into each other (carefully planned by Jacob), he talked to Liang, and gradually realized his mistake. At first, Jacob asked Liang for tutoring to get to know the Ravenclaw better---was this someone who he could rely on to boost his own self-esteem? Or was Liang Jong a rising star who Jacob could latch onto? Eventually, he realized his own scheming, and was ashamed of his thoughts. He tried his best to make friends with Liang, but as he learned quite recently, this was not so easy of a task.
Jacob didn't arrive early, let alone early to the library, for just anyone.