Post by Loki Fen'Rolphus G6 on Oct 12, 2007 17:12:46 GMT
Dear Carey,
I’m not quite sure how to start this letter, except to tell you that I’m safe and that you shouldn’t worry about me. Because I know you well enough to know you’re probably worrying yourself silly, and I don’t want that. So just relax, keep your mind busy, and I’ll be home before you know it. Because I will be home soon, I promise. No worries there. They can’t keep me here forever.
I should probably tell you who they are shouldn’t I? Well this is all going to sound rather strange I think, but it turns out that the man who wrote me the letter? Anubis? He’s some Elder of the werewolves (not to mention he’s the guy who drugged me and stole me off to this place). It’s all really strange and I’ll have to explain it to you in more depth when I get home, I don’t quite understand it all yet. I guess, the simplest way to say it is that the people here...they think I’m some sort of savior. Every time I walk outside people gather around and start shouting at me about saving them, or blessing them, or all manner of crazy things. Just yesterday when I arrived a woman stopped me and told me that her husband was sick. She drug me off to go see him, but there’s nothing at all I could do. Carey, I don’t think I can deal with people thinking that I can heal people who are dying. I’m just Loki; I don’t know what they expect from me. And Anubis only makes it worse; he’s constantly spreading lies about me and about how special I am. The only reason I’m here is to hear the whole story. Not to mention the fact that Anubis still refuses to hear out my requests to go home.
I learned some about my parents. Turns out my mother was living in Germany until two years ago, but she was memory wiped, it wouldn’t have done me any good to know she was alive. It’s so odd to think that the mother I’ve always wanted was alive all this time, but that she wasn’t my mother at all because she didn’t even remember her son. My father wasn’t spared though. Anubis killed him. Well...Anubis killed Aiden Flynn at least. Oh goodness Carey so much has happened lately that I can’t even get my thoughts straight, I want to tell you it all, but I just can’t find the words to explain it. When I get back we can spend hours and I’ll tell you all I know and you’ll tell me all you did while I was away.
Away...it’s really hard being here. I didn’t sleep at all last night. I can’t sleep knowing that you’re so far away from me, and knowing that you’re worrying about me, because I know you are. Today I forced Anubis to get me parchment and a quill, and an owl. I told him that if he didn’t I was going to make a scene in public. That seems to get him to do anything I’d like him to. I don’t know what the big deal is, seeing as he still refuses to tell me why I’m here in the first place. But I doubt it’s just to tell me stories.
I miss you Carey. I miss you so much that it hurts. I can’t believe this has happened, had I known I’d be taken away from you I never would have gone to that pub. But I did, and now I’m here and you’re there and it’s all so difficult! Just...don’t worry about me because I promise you I’ll be home to you as soon as I can and that I’ll be safe. I love you Carey, I love you so much. Nothing changes that. So don’t forget it ok?
Love Always,
Loki
I’m not quite sure how to start this letter, except to tell you that I’m safe and that you shouldn’t worry about me. Because I know you well enough to know you’re probably worrying yourself silly, and I don’t want that. So just relax, keep your mind busy, and I’ll be home before you know it. Because I will be home soon, I promise. No worries there. They can’t keep me here forever.
I should probably tell you who they are shouldn’t I? Well this is all going to sound rather strange I think, but it turns out that the man who wrote me the letter? Anubis? He’s some Elder of the werewolves (not to mention he’s the guy who drugged me and stole me off to this place). It’s all really strange and I’ll have to explain it to you in more depth when I get home, I don’t quite understand it all yet. I guess, the simplest way to say it is that the people here...they think I’m some sort of savior. Every time I walk outside people gather around and start shouting at me about saving them, or blessing them, or all manner of crazy things. Just yesterday when I arrived a woman stopped me and told me that her husband was sick. She drug me off to go see him, but there’s nothing at all I could do. Carey, I don’t think I can deal with people thinking that I can heal people who are dying. I’m just Loki; I don’t know what they expect from me. And Anubis only makes it worse; he’s constantly spreading lies about me and about how special I am. The only reason I’m here is to hear the whole story. Not to mention the fact that Anubis still refuses to hear out my requests to go home.
I learned some about my parents. Turns out my mother was living in Germany until two years ago, but she was memory wiped, it wouldn’t have done me any good to know she was alive. It’s so odd to think that the mother I’ve always wanted was alive all this time, but that she wasn’t my mother at all because she didn’t even remember her son. My father wasn’t spared though. Anubis killed him. Well...Anubis killed Aiden Flynn at least. Oh goodness Carey so much has happened lately that I can’t even get my thoughts straight, I want to tell you it all, but I just can’t find the words to explain it. When I get back we can spend hours and I’ll tell you all I know and you’ll tell me all you did while I was away.
Away...it’s really hard being here. I didn’t sleep at all last night. I can’t sleep knowing that you’re so far away from me, and knowing that you’re worrying about me, because I know you are. Today I forced Anubis to get me parchment and a quill, and an owl. I told him that if he didn’t I was going to make a scene in public. That seems to get him to do anything I’d like him to. I don’t know what the big deal is, seeing as he still refuses to tell me why I’m here in the first place. But I doubt it’s just to tell me stories.
I miss you Carey. I miss you so much that it hurts. I can’t believe this has happened, had I known I’d be taken away from you I never would have gone to that pub. But I did, and now I’m here and you’re there and it’s all so difficult! Just...don’t worry about me because I promise you I’ll be home to you as soon as I can and that I’ll be safe. I love you Carey, I love you so much. Nothing changes that. So don’t forget it ok?
Love Always,
Loki