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Post by anderson on Dec 26, 2004 17:20:38 GMT
Jasmine walked down the path that lead to the Hogs head that was the enterance to Hogsmeade. She walked very slowly with her head down looked at her feet. So much has happen and now one of her friends was in a comma thanks to her father. Jasmine sighed and looked up at the snow covered village that still didnt lighten up her mood. How could anything and she thought about how Jordan felt and sadness strucked her heart. How could this have happen? Why did it happen? What will Jordan do if he dear sister never woke up?
Jasmine than walked into The Three Broomsticks store and saw Jordan at a table crying and drinking butterbear. No one had the nereve to go up to her and ask what was wrong. Jasmine couldnt take it anymore and walked up to the table and put the butterbear aside so the waiter could get them. Jasmine than patted the girl on the back and tired to calm her down so she could talk to her. "Jordan you know you did the right thing about stoping that man. If you didnt you would have to see your sister lay in that bed with more cuts and burises she might even of ben dead." Jasmine said and pated the girl on the back again. She sighed and took out her wand and hot chocolate came down on the table. She let it wait there waiting for it to cool off. She than turned to the younger girl at her side and tired not to cry. She didnt wont Jordan to deel with this pain by cutting or burning herself. "To tell you the turth Jordan I know Katie is going to make it out she isant like that the one wonting to die." Jasmine said and pated her again on the back.
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Post by sky on Dec 26, 2004 18:35:35 GMT
((Jasmine said Molly and Elizabeth could join, hope that's alright, if not I'll delete my posts))
Elizabeth was walking around Hogsmeade, shopping for herself. She had sneaked in because she knew tat only third years or older were aloud in. She swept through the crowds of people, keeping her head down, so not to give herself away. She decided to stop in at the Three Broomsticks to get a drink. She was quite thirsty from the mournings sneaking around trying not to get caught and shopping.
She found the Three Broomsticks and stepped inside to the warmth and whispered conversations within. Elizabeth got a butterbeer and headed to an empty table. She looked around once she sat down and spotted Jordan and a girl she didn't know having a conversation. Jordan looked beside herself with deppresion.
Elizabeth was curious as to what they were talking about even though it was none of her buisness. She walked over to the table that they were sitting at and took a seat. "Hi! g . . ." but she stopped mid sentence because of what the girl that was talking to Jordan was saying. Elizabeth heard the words cut and burn . . . why would they be talking about that? And then she knew that some one was self-abusing themsevles. And it seemed to be Jordan who was doing the self-abusing. Why would Jordan be doing something stupid like that? It was a question Elizabeth was pondering until she got up the nerve to speak. "What's all this about cutting and burning yourself Jordan?" Elizabeth then deeply regreted speaking because she knew that she had just gotten into something that was none of her buisness. She waited nervously to see what Jordan or the girl would say or do.
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Post by JordanCortes on Dec 27, 2004 1:43:41 GMT
What had gotten into her last night? Jordan roamed the bustling streets of Hogsmeade, keeping her sleeve pulled down over her right forearm. She winced slightly as the fabric brushed against the wounds that she had made that previous night. In a way, it hurt more..but it helped more too. Which was odd to Jordan..how could inflicting more pain onto yourself, help? BUt, none the less she had in fact done this...this..thing that the Muggles called cutting and, she couldn't help but think it helped some.
Entering the Three Broomsticks, she found a table in the back, ordered a butter beer, laid her head on her hands and started to cry. Not a lot. Not like she had, that night. But, enough to get at least some attention. people looked at her oddly and wondered if they should ask what was wrong...but, no one did. No one cared. Not really anyway. Jordan didn't look up when her butterbeer arrived or when someone came over. She didn't speak at all. She just sat there and cried.
Then someone spoke to her. She didn't hear it of course. All that came to her ears was, garbled noises. Something she couldn't distinguish at all. But when the word cutting reached her ears, she sat up and looked at the person. Or people, rather. Jordan looked up to see Elizabeth and some person she never met before, but apprently she knew who Jordan was.
"Um, do I know you?" Jordan whispered to the girl with a slight air of annoyance and want to be alone. She sat up straight and pulled her sleeve down over her arm even more, trying to hide the cuts. Jordan took her butterbeer and finished it in one gulp, wondering who the hell she was.
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Post by anderson on Dec 27, 2004 2:37:35 GMT
Jasmine than noticed a girl walk up to them she smiled at her and guessed that she was first year in the Gryffindor house due to the fact that she had scarlet and gold on her clothing. Then jordan didnt know who she was and she felt a embarssed. "I am Jasmine Anderson I know Katie because her mother and my adopted mother knew each other so we spent some time together. I know that your Jordan and your her sister and I got a note saying the she is in a comma." Jasmine said looking at the girls arm. What was wrong with it? Did she always cut herself now to deal with the pain?
Jasmine than pulled up the seleve and gasped in horror. She did cut and what would Katie think of her sister cuting. Jasmine looked at Jordan with a conceran look on her face. "Jordan you dont need to cut to get rid of the pain. What if Katie knew you did this?" Jasmine said pulled and looked at the first year and hoped she didnt feel frighten.
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Post by JordanCortes on Dec 27, 2004 2:48:55 GMT
Jordan stood up abruptly, overturning the chair and yanking back her arm. She glared daggers at Jasmine and grabbed her coat of the coat rack behind her. Before she left the Three Broomsticks, Jordan turned to the older girl and glared even more.
"What I do is my business! I don't expect any of you to understand! NO ONE KNOWS! Okay?! Got it?! Now, just...stay the hell away from me and mind your own business!" She yelled. And with her last word she left the Three Broomsticks in a huff, tugging her coat on and pulling at her sleeve to hide the cuts.
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Post by anderson on Dec 27, 2004 2:59:28 GMT
Jasmine watched the girl as she glared at her she wasnt going to let the thridteen year old do this to herself. She was so young and all you have to do if just hope that Katie will make it. Jasmine than got up and but on her long black coat and walked outside to find Jordan. she walked through the crowds and walked up the girl. "Just listen to me you cant do this what would Katie do if she knew this. I know what she would do she would stop it but shes away now and you cant deal with your pain this way." Jasmine said to the girl in her stern voice. She than sighed and walked infront of the girl to stop her. She looked at her brown hurt eyes. "Its okay I know Katie going to make it through what do you thinks she doing now wonting to die." Jasmine said still looking at Jordan with a conceran look on her face. She pulled back her brown hair and looked back at the girl. What would Katie really do when she heard about this? Jasmine knew if she heard about this while she was sleeping she would propbaly wont to die. Jasmine wondered where Katie was at the momment.
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Post by JordanCortes on Dec 27, 2004 3:08:56 GMT
Jordan wasn't far away when Jasmine ran back out and chased after her. Jordan was getting really sick of this. Why did she care anyway?? What was her deal?? Couldn't she just leave Jordan alone and let her be by herself?? That's all she wanted! She didn't want this! She didn't wnat the attention! It wasn't any of her damn business anyway! As Jasmine spoke, all Jordan did was cross her arms and tap her foot impatiently. When the other girl had finally finsihed, Jordan shook her hair out of her eyes and looked up at her.
"Listen. I don't care. Why do you? It's my life! I will live it the way I want to! It's none of your business and you couldn't understand any of it! You have no right asking me how Katie would feel about this! How much do you know?! Did you know I killed her father?! Did you know I got his blood on my hands?! No! So, I'm not just grieving because, of Katie. She's only half of it. I feel guilty! I killed a human being! Now, if you would please move. I would like to be somewhere else right about now thanks!" Jordan ranted. Her eyes flashed red and she shoved past Jasmine with anger and hurt. Why did everyone care so damn much?!
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Post by sky on Dec 27, 2004 19:41:15 GMT
Elizabeth looked at the more than far away Jordan. She seemed to not be hearing a word anyone was saying. When Jasmine pulled back Jordan's sleeve Elizabeth gasped, she had no idea it waas that serious. "Oh my GOD!!!" was all Elizabeth could say. All Elizabeth wanted to do was crawl in a hole and hide, hide from the fact that Katie was near death, hide from what Jordan was doing to herself, hide from the real world. Elizabeth sat back in her chair in shock. She couldn't breathe, she couldn't hear, she just sat there lost in her thoughts. Misery swept over her, it hit like a dagger in her side. All she wanted to do was wake up from this horrific nightmare . . . or cry. Elizabeth was scared, she didn't know what to do or how to react. She sat therefighting back tears while Jordan yelled at the girl named Jasmine. Jordan left and Jasmine followed. Elizabeth sat there stunned.
Elizabeth didn't want to go looking for Jordan,She coldn't just tell her to stop the madness. It was something Jordan had to do on her own. Elizabeth wanted to help Jordan realize that hurting herself wouldn't solve anything, it never would. It wouldn't make Katie wake up, it wouldn't bring Mr. Davenport back to life, it wouldn't do anything. Elizabeth wanted to tell Jordan this, but she knew Jordan wouldn't listen.
It's no use just sitting here Elizabeth decided, so she headed outside also. There was no sign of Jordan or Jasmine. Elizabeth was all alone. She started to cry because of the whole thing that was happening, she couldn't take it. She had to let it all out, so she cried. She wiped away the tears once she could cry no more and headed in no certain direction, just where her feet would carry her.
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Post by anderson on Dec 27, 2004 20:21:56 GMT
Jasmine felt her anger rise she was never the person to scream at some one or hurt them but Jordan was making her mad. "Fine then cut yourself to death but not what Katie wonts or any of your other friends." Jasmine said turning her head to the right. Her brown hair flew in the wind and the cold stung her face.
"I dont know what it is like to kills some one but you have to understand that you did the right thing. Her father could of killed her if you didnt stop it would you rather like Katie dead or her father?" Jasmine said looking back at the girl and ignored the fire in her eyes.
Jasmine also knew she couldnt stop Jordan from cutting but she had to know some body did cared. Jasmine sighed and turned her head to the right again as her hair blown in the wind. "Jordan I dont know how you feel and you dont wont to talk about it but you have to know people do care about you why would i even be talking about this now if I didnt." Jasmine said and walked off leaving Jordan to think about what she had just said.
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