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Post by KelseyMattie on Mar 20, 2005 23:14:45 GMT
She bit her lip. It was her way of feeling some sort of comunication with people. If she couldn't speak to them, just listen in on their conversations. She shrugged, glancing nervously at him.
"If you wanna call it that..."
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Post by Pyro Blackfire S5 on Mar 20, 2005 23:30:24 GMT
Pyro growled. atleast releafed that that if wasnt spreading around the schoo. he looked at her. "if I catch you telling anyone...."
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Post by KelseyMattie on Mar 24, 2005 23:09:54 GMT
Kelsey shrugged at Pyro's comment, instead she just sighed and looked around the Courtyard. She didn't want to be picked on. She wanted to talk with someone without them picking on her. She glanced at Pyro, wishing he wasn't so heartless.
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Post by Pyro Blackfire S5 on Mar 25, 2005 2:24:57 GMT
Pyro eyed her for a short while, finally he was satisfied that she wouldnt tell anyone. He eyed her, noticing how depressed she was. his curiosity got to him. "so, why the heck are you so depressed anyway?"
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Post by KelseyMattie on Mar 26, 2005 1:01:17 GMT
She winced at the coldness in his voice and felt her heart speed up uncomfortably. She took a deep breath and contemplated whether or not she should tell him. She half wanted to run and half wanted to spill everything. The main thing she was thinking was deny that she even was depressed. She knew it would be a lie, but how could a Slyhterin help her? How could a Slytherin understand? How could a Slytherin feel sorry for her. The only things a Slytherin felt was curiosity at one's personal life, evil, and then down right nasty. She bit her lip hard, confused at her own feelings.
"I'm not depressed..." she knew the tone of her voice wasn't believable. It sounded scared, and hopeless. She sighed and shook her head. She couldn't tell him...
"And, even... even if I was depressed, and i'm not saying i am... Why would I tell you anything about my life??" she loved how her voice had gone from shaky and small, to strong and angry.
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Post by Pyro Blackfire S5 on Mar 26, 2005 1:56:33 GMT
Pyro looked down at her and arched an eyebrow. She was older than him, yet he was getting the felling that he was talking down to a child. He smirked at her. "Oh, your not depressed huh? Well give it up cause your extremely obvious in your depression." He chuckled, "well, since you seem to have been eavesdropping into my life, I figure it gives me a right to know about yours."
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Post by KelseyMattie on Mar 26, 2005 15:59:23 GMT
She felt her cheeks blsuh bright red and shook her head, fitting the tears again. She glared at Pyro, knowing that he had figured her out. She hated how she felt, how open and naked that this Slytherin boy who she had only heard about in little whisers about the school, was asking about her person life and was acually curious. Kelsey had a sudden urge to tell him everything. But something pushed that aside when she decided on just telling him why she eavesdrops.
"I am not going to tell you why I am sad, Pyro," she said simply, no longer sounding shy or misjudged, "But I will tell you why I eavesdrop on people around the school..."
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Post by Pyro Blackfire S5 on Mar 26, 2005 23:01:51 GMT
He put on a amuesed grin. "Oh really? Well why is it you eavsdrop on peopel?"
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Post by KelseyMattie on Mar 31, 2005 18:48:02 GMT
Her heart started to pound, maybe he would or maybe he even could help. She took a deep breath and sighed.
"I... I do it because... when I walk around or even while I'm alone, I feel so..." she paused thinking for the right word, "I feel... distant or pushed away. And when I know what people are saying or when I listen in on their conversations. I guess I feel... connected to them in some way." she gulped. He was going to think she was crazy.
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Post by Pyro Blackfire S5 on Mar 31, 2005 21:54:06 GMT
He frowned slightly at her. "Connected??" She felt connected to people by eavesdropping on them.
"Do you know how crazy that sounds? Your not connected to them by doing that, your just invading their space." He stoped and thought for a moment. Than smacked his own head. "What am I doing helping a Hufflepuff?"
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