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Post by KelseyMattie on Mar 20, 2005 7:54:30 GMT
Kelsey suppressed the urge to throw her Violin across the room and instead let it drop to her bed. She felt a few tears fall from her eyes. She hated being alone. She wiped her tears, closing her eyes and pushing the pain aside. She stood and slipped on her shoes. The shallow breathing coming from her roommates as they slept. Kelsey always put a silencing charm around her bed so they wouldn't hear her playing the Violin. She tried not to think of how alone she felt and instead put on her shoes and glanced in a mirror. She looked horrible. Her black hair matted from not caring to brush, her clothes wrinkled and her shirt half untucked and half tucked into her gray and white plaid skirt. One knee high sock was pulled up and the other she had let fall down. She wore no make up and hadn't been able to sleep a whole night in almost a week, so her eyes were red and swollen looking.
She sighed and shrugged, not having the energy to fix anything, so she turned and left the dormatory. The common room was dark, the fire had gone out. She looked at a clock. It was midnight. She sighed again and forced the tears to stay un shed. Kelsey then walked out of the portrait, ignoring the Fat Lady's protests. She climbed down the great staircase and out the double doors.
She shivered as the cold night air greated her, a wind rustling her matted hair. She rubbed her arms and continued to walk toward the courtyard. Lately she spent her nights out here. Usually falling asleep under a rose bush. Today she decided to sit beside a fountain and look at the stairs. Although the sky usually added to her depression, making her feel like she was alone in the universe. Which she already felt.
Kelsey found the fountain and sat, pulling her legs up close to her chest, and resting her chin on her knees. She felt the thoughts crash in on her. Jordan had left, Vanessa wont notice her, Amelia was too busy with Liam to remember about Kelsey. Kelsey was forgotten, left alone forever. No one cared about Kelsey. They all went their seperate ways and left Kelsey behind.
She forced the tears to stay away and shook her head, getting rid of the thoughts. She looked up at the moon and sighed. Was there no one who even noticed her?
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Post by Pyro Blackfire S5 on Mar 20, 2005 8:05:24 GMT
Pyro sighed as he allowed the wind to play through his hair. He enjoyed the chill. It forced him to keep moving, and when he was moving, it didnt give him much of a chance to think. Everytime he stoped the same exact thoughts would flood his head. He had casually blown it off during conversations with Mary, Kris, Dawn and others. he had acted infront of them as if it was no biggy, something he could easily bounce back from.
This situation really screwed him over tho. Now he was nameless. Sure he could make up his own, but that name would carry no weight whatsoever, hed have to start from scratch. not to mention living on the charity of other families for the next few years. he growled quietly to himself as he thouht of living in debt to ones family. He speed up walk pushing the thoughts from his mind. he reached a bend in the road, there was a fountain and a girl sat ontop of it. he looked closer and noticed it was a hufflepuff girl, probably a 5th year.
He quickly brought up his cocky slythering face and approached her. "well well, what do we have here? a Hufflepuff deciding to go on a little trip? You know students arent suppose to be outside at this time."
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Post by KelseyMattie on Mar 20, 2005 8:15:02 GMT
Kelsey closed her eyes as the Slytherin boy approached. She shook her head and smirked mentally. Just what I need... well at least someone is finally noticing me... she looked up and sighed. It was even a third year. She was being picked on by a third year. But for some reason Kelsey didn't care. She put her legs down and looked at him.
"Take your best shot," she said seriously, "I don't give a crap right now, anyway. I don't care that you are younger than me... go ahead and start teasing. You may want to know that I'm a Muggle Born too."
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Post by Pyro Blackfire S5 on Mar 20, 2005 19:46:00 GMT
He was surprised by her comment. He knew hufflepuffs were push overs, but he didnt think to this extreme. "alright, if your so adiment on it. Why not give me some ammo?" He thought for a second. "besides the fact that your a muddblood."
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Post by KelseyMattie on Mar 20, 2005 19:48:40 GMT
Kelsey sighed and forced tears to stay inside.
"I have no friends... is that good enough for you?" her voice was getting angry but she didn't care anymore. She didn't care what he would say. She wanted to see if there was pain deeper than what she was feeling. Maybe getting teased would do it.
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Post by Pyro Blackfire S5 on Mar 20, 2005 19:51:50 GMT
He frowned at her. No friends? was that this girls worries?. "Dont tell me your sitting here pouting about friends. I used to have no friends and I was perfectly fine. My gosh, who knew hufflepuffs could be such babies."
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Post by KelseyMattie on Mar 20, 2005 19:58:21 GMT
Kelsey sighed, no it wasn't all. She looked up at him, the tears pushing their way through. Maybe this Slytherin would have some sort of compassion. She highly doubted it.
"No, its not all." she said simply and looked down at her shoes.
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Post by Pyro Blackfire S5 on Mar 20, 2005 20:06:45 GMT
He groaned slightly. He didnt mind so much if he made the girl cry. But it looked more like she was crying by herself. His frown grew. "Hey, quit crying, I havent said anything to insulting yet, your talking away my fun."
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Post by KelseyMattie on Mar 20, 2005 20:09:17 GMT
Kelsey smirked and shook her head, sniffing, wiping her tears and summoning up any courage she had left. This time she sighed and looked up at him.
"It wasn't anything you said, Pyro," she said, a hint of steal in her voice, "There's too much going on for you to understand, therefore nothing you say can hurt me." she paused, "Well, hurt worse than I already feel."
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Post by Pyro Blackfire S5 on Mar 20, 2005 20:17:08 GMT
"well duh." he said crossing his arms. "ofcourse it wasnt anything I said, unless your a complete baby."
His eyes narrowed. "How do you know my name? And what makes you think I even want to understand or care about your situation."
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Post by KelseyMattie on Mar 20, 2005 20:18:35 GMT
Kelsey was already disliking him, but sighed. She shrugged.
"I know your name because everyone talks about you,"
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Post by Pyro Blackfire S5 on Mar 20, 2005 20:20:27 GMT
He arched an eyebrow. "oh really? And who would be this everyone and what are they talking about?"
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Post by KelseyMattie on Mar 20, 2005 20:33:49 GMT
She smirked, "Thats none of your freakin' buisness, now is it?"
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Post by Pyro Blackfire S5 on Mar 20, 2005 20:39:19 GMT
He smirked back. "Quite the contrary. If they are talking about me than it is very much my business."
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Post by KelseyMattie on Mar 20, 2005 20:43:02 GMT
kelsey shook her head
"Not when their conversations were privet." she felt guilt build up in her stomach. She eavesdropped more than usual lately and when she listened in on peoples conversatiopns she heard things that shouldn't be heard.
Kelsey knew things about Pyro... about his father and mother deserting him and leaving him 'nameless'. She knew about his little 'thing' with Cassandra. How he seemed to like her and then turn around and flirt with Mary. Or so she heard. She didn't know the exact detals. But she did know what people thought.
"I know about your dad," she said quietly.
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Post by Pyro Blackfire S5 on Mar 20, 2005 20:48:57 GMT
'Private?' he thought to himself. He was about to comment when she mentioned his dad. He stumbled a step back. How? How did she know? he had never even met this hufflepuff and yet she knew about him? Only a small group of people knew, and pyro had incinertated the letter. Although he did drop it in the great hall beforhand, how many people had read it? could someone of copied it and sent it around the school? if this nothing hufflepuff knew, how many others did?
"How did you find out!?" He snarled. "who told you?"
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Post by KelseyMattie on Mar 20, 2005 21:06:03 GMT
Kelsey smiled slightly, remembering the conversation she overheard as she wondered around outside. She hadn't been noticed, as always and overheard him and Mary, plus she had seen Amelia and hid as fast as she could. Amelia... the one who had ditched her for Liam. She was too perfect to be friends with Kelsey anyway.
"I hear things," she said simply.
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Post by Pyro Blackfire S5 on Mar 20, 2005 21:34:13 GMT
'looney' thought pyro. "and from who did you hear them?"
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Post by KelseyMattie on Mar 20, 2005 22:44:22 GMT
Kelsey shrugged.
"I was outside when you and Mary were talking. And then i was walking behind Cassandra and someone else talking..."
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Post by Pyro Blackfire S5 on Mar 20, 2005 22:45:42 GMT
His eyes narrowed. "so in other words...you eavesdrop on people."
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