Post by Harmony Chan H6 on Feb 23, 2007 12:48:08 GMT
Dear mummy,
How are you? I miss you so much, as usual! How are the children? Are they misbehaving again? I wish I could meet them. Maybe I can come to school with you before term starts in Easter? I’m sure Ari would like to too. Speaking of Ari, she saved me the other day from some horrible Slytherin boys. I wasn’t hurt, but it was pretty scary. Ari’s always there for me, so don’t worry about us, mummy. We can look after ourselves… Well, I know Ari can, and she looks after me at the same time. I feel guilty about it, and I feel so weak, but… how can I be strong like you and Ari, mummy? Will I ever be able to be as brave as her? She always seems so strong and powerful, like she’s in control. I’ve never seen her cry before, except once, and that was such a long time ago. She seems even more god-like than you, mummy. I’m scared for her. I’m scared she’s not telling me something.
It’s been ages since I went on about Ari to you. She seems the same, as usual. Aurora’s doing well too, being her usual hyper self. She keeps Ari in check and vice versa. I’m kind of envious of Aurora sometimes. It always seems like Ari has a different relationship to you and Aurora than with me. I feel protected with Ari, but I also feel as if I barely know much about her feelings. Am I being paranoid, mummy? I love Ari so much, but I wish she’d tell me what she’s feeling. Even this Slytherin girl I met the other day in the year above is more open with me than Ari. I feel left out and even smaller than usual at times. I don’t want to ask her either, because I don’t want to offend her. And sometimes, I feel like telling thank you, but please give me some space, because I think I’m growing up. I know she knows I’m too weak, but I wish she’d give me a chance to prove myself.
Anyway, I should stop worrying, right mummy? That’s what you always say anyway. So does Ari. I should listen to you more. You’ll be pleased to hear that I’ve started to become a little more confident with other people. The other day I met this really nice Hufflepuff fifth year called Carr. He was really funny and I liked him a lot. I haven’t met many people like him. Also, I made a few acquaintances in the year above. Two girls in Slytherin, one who I mentioned before, and the other a boy in Ravenclaw. They’re experiencing some “problems” currently, so I’m trying not to butt into their lives too much. One of the girls, Rachel, is really nice, despite appearances – she’s the one I mentioned before. She dances as well! I now have myself a dancing buddy of sorts, so I’m really pleased. I’m sure you’ll be happy, mummy, you’ve always thought I had a thing with dancing. I’m sorry for temporarily giving it up for so long. I think I’ve rediscovered something for it now.
As you can tell, everything’s fine, so don’t worry, all right, mummy? You always sound so worried in your letters, but that needn’t be the case. I just hope you and Aunt Vanessa are well. How is Aunt Vanessa? Tell her I said hi! I’ll bring her some souvenirs the next time we come back down. I kind of miss muggle life, but I love being able to cast spells and stuff. I feel so powerful, in a sense! I promised you I’d try and be strong, so I will, mummy, I will try my best to be stronger for you and Ari.
Hope to hear from you soon!
Lots of love,
Harmony
xxx
How are you? I miss you so much, as usual! How are the children? Are they misbehaving again? I wish I could meet them. Maybe I can come to school with you before term starts in Easter? I’m sure Ari would like to too. Speaking of Ari, she saved me the other day from some horrible Slytherin boys. I wasn’t hurt, but it was pretty scary. Ari’s always there for me, so don’t worry about us, mummy. We can look after ourselves… Well, I know Ari can, and she looks after me at the same time. I feel guilty about it, and I feel so weak, but… how can I be strong like you and Ari, mummy? Will I ever be able to be as brave as her? She always seems so strong and powerful, like she’s in control. I’ve never seen her cry before, except once, and that was such a long time ago. She seems even more god-like than you, mummy. I’m scared for her. I’m scared she’s not telling me something.
It’s been ages since I went on about Ari to you. She seems the same, as usual. Aurora’s doing well too, being her usual hyper self. She keeps Ari in check and vice versa. I’m kind of envious of Aurora sometimes. It always seems like Ari has a different relationship to you and Aurora than with me. I feel protected with Ari, but I also feel as if I barely know much about her feelings. Am I being paranoid, mummy? I love Ari so much, but I wish she’d tell me what she’s feeling. Even this Slytherin girl I met the other day in the year above is more open with me than Ari. I feel left out and even smaller than usual at times. I don’t want to ask her either, because I don’t want to offend her. And sometimes, I feel like telling thank you, but please give me some space, because I think I’m growing up. I know she knows I’m too weak, but I wish she’d give me a chance to prove myself.
Anyway, I should stop worrying, right mummy? That’s what you always say anyway. So does Ari. I should listen to you more. You’ll be pleased to hear that I’ve started to become a little more confident with other people. The other day I met this really nice Hufflepuff fifth year called Carr. He was really funny and I liked him a lot. I haven’t met many people like him. Also, I made a few acquaintances in the year above. Two girls in Slytherin, one who I mentioned before, and the other a boy in Ravenclaw. They’re experiencing some “problems” currently, so I’m trying not to butt into their lives too much. One of the girls, Rachel, is really nice, despite appearances – she’s the one I mentioned before. She dances as well! I now have myself a dancing buddy of sorts, so I’m really pleased. I’m sure you’ll be happy, mummy, you’ve always thought I had a thing with dancing. I’m sorry for temporarily giving it up for so long. I think I’ve rediscovered something for it now.
As you can tell, everything’s fine, so don’t worry, all right, mummy? You always sound so worried in your letters, but that needn’t be the case. I just hope you and Aunt Vanessa are well. How is Aunt Vanessa? Tell her I said hi! I’ll bring her some souvenirs the next time we come back down. I kind of miss muggle life, but I love being able to cast spells and stuff. I feel so powerful, in a sense! I promised you I’d try and be strong, so I will, mummy, I will try my best to be stronger for you and Ari.
Hope to hear from you soon!
Lots of love,
Harmony
xxx
