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Post by Patrica Dawsinson S3 on Feb 3, 2007 5:08:40 GMT
Patricia stood up and shook her head. "No I did not mean it that way" she looked at him. He defiantly wasn't to happy. Well fours, who would be. "What I mean- is......that you like her I know it" Patrcia said winceing. "i like you so much Richard SO much." she shook her head in sadness. "you were there when I needed you. Especially with my father. So were you Rachel. But I know that you both like each other I knew. And I understand why you like her. We absolutly have nothing in Commen. I am a bad person. I have done such horrible ruthless things. And you haven't. And that is what I like about you Richard. Your good. And I know you are to good to like me I know it" She shook her head.
It was true Richard didn't deserve her. He was pure to say the least never, had done anything wrong. Boy Patrcia is far from being good. Richard was Joseph compared to her. And she was the devil.
"richard I don't diserve you......"Patrcia looked down for a long period of time and there was long silence.
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Post by ksmilesallroundk on Feb 3, 2007 5:18:16 GMT
Richard scowled, and looked away.
"Patricia, why can't you just understand? I liked you so, so much. You. Only you, and all of you. Rach and I have never liked each other. Ever," he said, frowning. Why would Patricia think such a thing? He took a breath and continued.
"And I never once thought you weren't good enough for me, that's just stupid. Why would I think that? I always thought you deserved more than me. You aren't bad, you aren't ruthless, and you aren't horrible. You're perfect. Well, I thought you were," he said, unable to contain himself. Richard paused for a moment. Maybe he was being too harsh and too emotional. If he just took a minute to think, perhaps it wouldn't seem so bad. It was one kiss. However, it was one kiss more than he and Patricia had ever had. Staring at the ground in anger and hurt, his mind was blank.
"Come on, Rach. Let's go," he said coldly.
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Post by Patrica Dawsinson S3 on Feb 3, 2007 5:27:35 GMT
Patricia opened her mouth to speak then saw Rachel and Richard begin to leave. Obviously he didn't want to be around her. Who would blame him
She sat there on the cold hard pavement tears trickled down her face. She didn't make a noise. She stared at one blade of grass that was particularly smaller then the rest. She didn't know what to say, what to think.
She was horrible. Richard didn't deserve that. Not one bit. She just sat there, zoning out. She didn't care about anything at the moment. It was as if her brain was numb. She had no fears, no sadness, no happiness. Nothing but darkness. She was broken and angry at herself. There was nothing.
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Post by ksmilesallroundk on Feb 3, 2007 5:33:29 GMT
Richard continued to walk slowly away, unsure of what had just happened. He felt a tear run down his cheek and brushed it away, ashamed that he was showing that emotion. He could be nothing less than strong at the moment. Richard looked at Rachel, and gave her a hug. He just needed to feel some reassurance that he had done the right thing. Turning around, he gave Patricia a small smile.
"I hope you're happy, Trish," he said sincerely. And he meant every word. He hoped she would find happiness with Blake, and have a very successful life. Richard wasn't about to step in the way. Turning back around, he began to walk.
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Post by Patrica Dawsinson S3 on Feb 3, 2007 5:42:13 GMT
Patricia stood there and watched Richard give Rachel a hug. It killed to see them hug. But then again think of how it felt for Richard to see her snogging Blake.
She forced a smiled and looked up at him. "Same to you." she said and watched as he left. "i am sorry,"she mumbled to low for anyone to hear, and tears began to fill up in her eyes, She blinked and they fell down her cheek like a waterfall. She was a horrible person.
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Post by jess4ever on Feb 3, 2007 5:52:22 GMT
Rachel glanced at Richard and saw a tear trickling down his cheek and instantly knew what she had to say. Twirling around, she glared at Patrica.
"How could you?" She exploded, all of the guilt, hurt and anger coming out in one sentence.
"Are everything he did for you? After everything you said to me, how could you do that?" She screamed, unable to help herself. Rachel glared at Blake, and stalked towards him.
"You gave Richard up for...this?" She spat, turning back towards Patrica. Rachel could not believe it. Patrica had been more than happy to get upset at her for betraying her trust, and then she goes and cheats on her boyfriend! Rachel's best friend. Walking right up to Patrica so nobody can hear, she whispered in her ear.
"And you said I betrayed you," she hissed angrily. Rachel glared at Patrica, waiting for her to say something.
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Post by Patrica Dawsinson S3 on Feb 3, 2007 6:00:47 GMT
"you did"Patrcia said cold. She stood up "NONe OF THIS WOULD HAVE HAPPENED IT WASN'T FOR YOU RACHEL" she screamed.
She exploded. "you...You....oh....IF YOU DIDN'T TELL ME THAT YOU LIKED HIM. MERLIN KNOWS WHAT YOU WERE DOING WHEN I WASN'T AROUND" She screamed through tears. How dare Rachel. Put this on her. If Rachel had not told her that she liked Richard. She would have never kissed blake. She would probably be with Richard. "iIcould deal with him talking about my best friend. I was ok with that. Then right when I saw you in the hall, Not even ten minutes went by and you told me you liked him." Patrcia yelled, She stomped her foot so hard.
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Post by jess4ever on Feb 3, 2007 6:06:46 GMT
Rachel froze, petrified. As soon as she turned around, she knew she would see Richard's face. And that look would soon be the one she couldn't get out of her head. Swallowing hard, she closed her eyes. Maybe CP would think Patrica was talking about another Richard. Yes, because there are so many Richard's that Patrica is dating, Rachel thought wryly.
"I did not make you kiss Blake," she said firmly, not even bothering trying to explain Patrica's earlier statement. Maybe Richard would still talk to her after this. She was only indirectly responsible for his girlfriend cheating on him. That was so forgiveable.
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Post by Patrica Dawsinson S3 on Feb 3, 2007 6:12:48 GMT
Patricia froze. She covered her mouth. "I'm so sorry Rachel.....I shouldn't have said that." Patricia's eyes began to water up. She was just having a perfect day wasn't she? There was a silence. "I have to go" she said quietly. She shook and began to walk away.
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Post by jess4ever on Feb 3, 2007 6:18:44 GMT
Rachel turned around and looked at Richard, her eyes filling with tears.
"I'm so sorry, Richard. I honestly didn't mean...this was never supposed to happen!" She said, rubbing her hand against her forehead. Shaking her head, she turned and bolted towards the exit of the courtyard. The last thing she wanted to see was Richard glaring at her, despising what she had done to him. Not now. Rachel knew it was all her fault, and she couldn't handle it now that everyone else knew as well.
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Post by Patrica Dawsinson S3 on Feb 3, 2007 6:21:54 GMT
Patrcia ran to a tree and sat sobbing. She couldn't believe she did that. She was so bewildered at this whole concept back there was the old Patrcia. The one she hated. The on loathed with ever cell in her body. How did she get back out there. HOW?
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Post by jess4ever on Feb 3, 2007 6:28:41 GMT
Rachel continued running only until she saw Patrica sitting underneath a tree. Her heart pounding, she walked over to her friend and stood in front of her.
"Why did you do that? Why? What purpose could telling Richard achieve? You messed up, Trish. You're the one who threw away possibly the best thing that ever happened in your life. So why did you have to make it so that I'm the one who suffers? Thanks to you I have nobody," she said, thankful that she wasn't crying or conveying any emotion. This was good. At least now she felt in control again.
"I thought you were my friend Patrica. Not even liking your boyfriend made me deserve this."
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Post by Patrica Dawsinson S3 on Feb 3, 2007 6:33:29 GMT
Patricia glared at Rachel with demonic eyes. She haven't had that glare since the begin of school. "Go away" she said low and satanic. "I don't want to speak with you"she said through gritted teeth.
Rachel was defiantly going to get hurt if she didn't get away now. And Patricia didn't want to her her est friend. But Patricia did have her father's temper. Of course it wasn't as bad.
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Post by jess4ever on Feb 3, 2007 6:37:09 GMT
Rachel narrowed her eyes.
"No. I am not leaving until you tell me why you would do that, Patrica," she said firmly. Patrica could say all she wanted, but until Rachel heard what she wanted to hear than she wasn't going anywhere.
"Don't you like me anymore, is that it? You don't want to be my friend?" She asked, sneering. Rachel hated it when she got like this, but she was just so hurt and angry, and she couldn't control herself.
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Post by Patrica Dawsinson S3 on Feb 3, 2007 6:45:17 GMT
Patricia stood up and looked at Rachel in the eye. She whipped out her wand. And pointed it a Rachel.
"You won't go willingly. So I'll make you" She said through clenched teeth.
"Protego"
Rachel went flying backwards and almost landed in the lake.
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Post by jess4ever on Feb 3, 2007 6:52:55 GMT
Rachel felt herself fly backwards, and fell on the hard ground painfully. She stood up and stared at Patrica before walking up to her so that they were face to face.
"I'm not going to use my wand, because that is weak. If you don't want to get your hands dirty, then you're more pathetic than I thought," she said bitingly, inwardly horrified at what she just said to someone she had been so close to. Without another word, Rachel slapped her as hard as she could, and turned around and began walking back to Richard.
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Post by Patrica Dawsinson S3 on Feb 3, 2007 6:59:00 GMT
Patricia walked up to Rachel from behind after Rachel and yanked her hair back to wards her. She whispered in her ear. "Oh..a slap....that hurt oh so very much" Patricia said in girlish tone. Mocking Rachel. She then kneed her in the back. She herd Rachel moan from the main. "Hope that didn't hurt to much love?" Patricia asked in a sweet tone.
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Post by ksmilesallroundk on Feb 3, 2007 7:10:47 GMT
"Get off her!" Richard yelled as he ran towards the two girls. He pulled Patricia gently but firmly away from Rachel and bent over to see if she was OK. Turning to his former girlfriend, he glared at her.
"What did you do that for, Patricia?" He said, after ensuring Rach was alright. Standing up, he looked at her.
"Who are you?" He asked, more softly.
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Post by Patrica Dawsinson S3 on Feb 3, 2007 7:19:18 GMT
Patricia gazed at the two. It made her sick. She breathed heavy as Richard helped Rachel. She glared down at Richard. "I'm a Slytherin" she said soft and cold and stormed off with silent tears in her eyes.
Why did I do that. Now the two people I care about most in the world hated me. Why am I so mean?
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Post by ksmilesallroundk on Feb 3, 2007 7:24:29 GMT
Richard ran after Patricia, touching her shoulder.
"You're not a Slytherin. You're Patricia. Remember that, because I miss her," he said, before turning back around and going back to Rachel.
"Are you OK, Rach?" He asked in concern.
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