Two Loves

[Zara Phoenix]

Yup... I need two. One for Zara, one for Aurora Chan H6. But, as I said in my owl, for Zara, I'm not necessarily looking for a long-term commitment. Perhaps just a brief fling with an already existing character, preferably who is not attached already, lol. If there's chemistry, we could further the relationship and make a plot happen. If not, we could leave it at that, no strings attached. I just want to post Zara after Luke, but if you know Zara, she's very headstrong and independent. She doesn't need a man in her life, but I think it'd be interesting to do. It's just a shame Luke had to go.

As for Aurora, I am looking for someone long-term. Problem is, every single time she comes in contact with a guy, usually designed to be with her in the first place, I find absolutely no chemistry. It's very depressing. I can't RP her with a guy she has no feelings besides friendship for, ya know? So, if there's a free, already existing charrie out there who'd like to give her a post to see how things go, that would be great. I just can't promise anything with her, or ask anyone else to make a charrie just for her, because I can't tell whether that effort will just be wasted. *sigh*

Oh yes, about Aurora's personality if you don't know her... She's complicated. On the outside she's very bubbly, friendly, even popular (just not with the 'popular' people, lol). She's kind, generous, sweet, well-liked, lovable, warm, etc. She's just very nice. But truth is, underneath that, she's very closed. Despite being an 'open book' and a chatterbox on the surface, she is secretive about the important things, and is a very deep thinker. Not ditzy at all. She likes to have a good debate, hates violence and the like, and keeps the peace. She gets depressed now and then, so I would prefer a guy who'd understand that. She's very loving and passionate once she gets involved, and her heart breaks easily. Oh, she's a good liar too, doesn't usually speak what she is really thinking. False smiles. Basically, she's very, very different to Zara, lol. Opposites, even. Zara is, in contrast, honest, carefree, headstrong, stubborn, less inclined to fall in love and be dependent, simple, and friendly but not as much as Aurora. The only thing they share in common is that outwardly, neither girl is shy. Both are very bold charries.

Finally, and obviously, for Aurora someone in sixth year and above. Zara, anyone in seventh year. I'd prefer an in-school relationship, but I'm open to trying graduates. As for house... Well, it doesn't really matter. It's the personality that matters. I think Zara's house pride would stop her dating a Slytherin in school, but if it's a graduate who doesn't act completely like a Slytherin, she may just accidentally fall for them. I could imagine her having a struggle about house and love, so... yeah, if there's a Slytherin up for it, fine by me. The same goes for Aurora. She has no qualms about Slytherins actually, but I can't imagine her with one at all, so I'd prefer Huffle, Raven or Gryff, really. Probably Gryff or Huffle, knowing her personality and who she'd fit with, but like I said, personality matters more.

And finally, about Aurora, she's already in a plot with AJ G6 AND Jez G6, but I doubt it'll romantically lead to anything permanent on both ends. *sigh* Annoying indeed. Since these are still in motion, I'm not really looking for a relationship to actually happen until a while later, since I am committed to both plots and need to figure it out with them until something has been decided for sure. Zara on the other hand is ready to go now. No commitments.

Sorry, this is long, but I want to set things straight and give the right info.

[Jez Cuthbert]

Perhaps it would be nice if you waited until we've even had a chance to discuss it before you get anyone else involved for Aurora - I'm happy to talk about it on Friday.

EDIT: I realise that I haven't done very well for posting Jez recently but I hope to do better where there is actually some certainty involved.

[Ariane Chan]

I need to talk to you about Friday - urgent stuff, but... I don't want to call you in case I ruin your revision schedule...

Call me if you can, anyway. It's urgent.

And I did say above I'm not looking for permanent plans. You know I will drop Aurora if I don't find something to do with her in the future. I just don't see the point of dragging her out with you and AJ if it's not going to lead to anything. I just don't see it working in the long run. And I don't want to dupe myself, like I did with Ian, into thinking it will. I've had a while to mull Aurora over... and if no one suitable crops up, after Jez and AJ are done, she will definitely be dropped. I can't carry a charrie around with no purpose. *shrugs helplessly* As much as I love her.

EDIT: And don't worry about activity. It's fine, honest. I'm not worried about that. I just need... direction. A goal. *shrug* Aurora's a lost fish. It's flailing a little out of control and I want to set her straight. If that fails, I'll resign myself to the fact I shouldn't have created a charrie so much like myself...

[Jez Cuthbert]

Can't talk to you today - no time. I'll ring you tomorrow.

I would really appreciate it if you could at least let us try to plan something together first (as far as Jez/Aurora is concerned), which is not something that we have had a chance to do yet.

[Ariane Chan]

Good good.

Well, my apologies. *sigh* I just... I know you still have exams, but now mine are over, I want to take the opportunity to sort out everything on the site. Or rather, my charries. My plots are jumbled up. At least three of my plots are, or will be, in jeopardy, and the others are either on hiatus (long-term...) or just being slow in general. I guess it's frustrating, and I want... action. Not good, since you're slow and I'm fast, and yup, we never get a chance to talk - and even when we do, the plans are rarely carried out because things change. Circumstances change, etc... so it's hard to make permanent plans without alterations... or me veering off. As usual.

But, like I said - the reason I advertise here is for other possibilities. I need to try other people out. Whether or not it'll work. And like I said, I won't do anything until anything - anything - with AJ and Jez is over yet. Trust me, I haven't even spoken to AJ, so goodness knows what we're gonna do, since we're were meant to be the main plot in Rora's life... *sigh* So, you have my word Jez AND AJ come first, because I have committed already. But I told you before, I can't guarantee long-term, and the more I've thought about it... the more I know Aurora isn't going to change with Jez... But anyway. I am happy to chat and not DO anything until we're (and AJ) are sorted. But, I still want to see if there's any interest out there right now and make temporary plans. I can't guarantee anyone anything with her, so they're just test trials. Zara, I am really looking for someone. Aurora may just... die.

EDIT: Ah. I've only just noticed, as I've been editing my house pages thread, that AJ has been deleted.

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Which is fine by me, but I can't believe I've been operating under the thought Entangled Paths was still going. Lol.

Well, Jez, it seems Aurora really is all yours for a long, long time. This gives me an even bigger incentive to find someone else to try out. Otherwise, there really will be nothing left to keep her for...