Post by Josephine Bowman S7 on Feb 18, 2009 23:07:01 GMT
((This post is continued from Professor Trelawney's class post))
The night didn’t seem to come quick enough for Josephine, her whole form scrunched up on a bench on the south side of Hogwarts as she waited for the moon to rise. The night was already all around her, settling down on her like a cold blanket. The howls of the Forbidden Forest greeted her ears and the soft wind rustled her clothes, though it didn’t bite into her skin like she expected it would. Whether that was due to her intense focus on watching the lake or the fact that she had forgotten what it was like to be cold it was anyone’s guess. The only thing that mattered at that late hour was the question she was going to ask. A sigh came from her lips, shoulders falling from the effort it took as her eyes finally caught the beginnings of the near full moon. The waning moon was still bright, illuminating the cold, snowy world around Josephine as her form pulled up from the bench, moving to the water before her.
She’d read about what she had to do in her book earlier…determined to not have to look at the book at all, she had memorized what she had needed to. Now, she bent down…feeling compelled to at least touch the water, to give it some understanding of who she was, as if that would give her better results, she sighed again. Delicate fingers touched the water, the ripples moving out softly as she ran her fingers through the surface of the water briefly before she pulled her wand out to melt some of the snow by the waters edge. Quietly she sat down in the now dry spot her eyes fixed on the water. She wasn’t sure how long she’d sat there quietly as she stared at the dark water. The only question she could ask passed through her mind, bringing with it guilt, frustration, and pain…her mind was too crowded all of a sudden, her concentration evaporating as she found herself weeping outside, all alone. This was not how the night was supposed to go.
“Why?” she said softly…pain and anger threatening to overtake her entire being as she looked out at the water, her hands shaking. “Why her? She would have done anything anyone ever asked of her…she was innocent, beautiful, caring…she basically raised me and my sister…she didn’t deserve to die, not like that. Why?” The last of her words were shouted across the cold desolate lake in a small voice…she felt like a child again, lost without her father. Tears brimmed her eyes as she shook with the force of her sobs as she watched the ripples begin as if cued by some raging tide. They pulled to and fro as they began to narrow and move, their direction unmistakable, as they seemed to point to her. It was like a stab to the heart as she watched them. “Me? This happened because of me?” Josephine didn’t want to wait for the answer, not knowing if one was even going to be found in the water as she pulled her form up from the ground.
This assignment was her undoing to say the least. If Josephine Bowman hadn’t been so adamant in her belief that Divination worked, maybe she would have seen the stick that had caused the ripples to lead toward her…maybe she would have been more skeptical of the ripples that were never quite clear enough to read by a mere 5th year on her first attempt. The truth was that Josephine had jumped the gun…her whole life coming to a crushing halt as she tore back into Hogwarts and down the staircase leading to the Slytherin Dormitory. She would write her paper…and it would consist of open-ended questions and obscure answers to an unnamed question…but in her heart she knew there was no obscured answer. She was to blame for her sister’s death; because she had not been able to find a cure quick enough…it was her fault. As she placed the last full-stop at the end of her last sentence a form stepped from the shadows of the corridor leading to the boy’s dormitory. Josephine’s eyes fell on him…like he was her savior. “I need to ask you something Stephen…something important.”
The night didn’t seem to come quick enough for Josephine, her whole form scrunched up on a bench on the south side of Hogwarts as she waited for the moon to rise. The night was already all around her, settling down on her like a cold blanket. The howls of the Forbidden Forest greeted her ears and the soft wind rustled her clothes, though it didn’t bite into her skin like she expected it would. Whether that was due to her intense focus on watching the lake or the fact that she had forgotten what it was like to be cold it was anyone’s guess. The only thing that mattered at that late hour was the question she was going to ask. A sigh came from her lips, shoulders falling from the effort it took as her eyes finally caught the beginnings of the near full moon. The waning moon was still bright, illuminating the cold, snowy world around Josephine as her form pulled up from the bench, moving to the water before her.
She’d read about what she had to do in her book earlier…determined to not have to look at the book at all, she had memorized what she had needed to. Now, she bent down…feeling compelled to at least touch the water, to give it some understanding of who she was, as if that would give her better results, she sighed again. Delicate fingers touched the water, the ripples moving out softly as she ran her fingers through the surface of the water briefly before she pulled her wand out to melt some of the snow by the waters edge. Quietly she sat down in the now dry spot her eyes fixed on the water. She wasn’t sure how long she’d sat there quietly as she stared at the dark water. The only question she could ask passed through her mind, bringing with it guilt, frustration, and pain…her mind was too crowded all of a sudden, her concentration evaporating as she found herself weeping outside, all alone. This was not how the night was supposed to go.
“Why?” she said softly…pain and anger threatening to overtake her entire being as she looked out at the water, her hands shaking. “Why her? She would have done anything anyone ever asked of her…she was innocent, beautiful, caring…she basically raised me and my sister…she didn’t deserve to die, not like that. Why?” The last of her words were shouted across the cold desolate lake in a small voice…she felt like a child again, lost without her father. Tears brimmed her eyes as she shook with the force of her sobs as she watched the ripples begin as if cued by some raging tide. They pulled to and fro as they began to narrow and move, their direction unmistakable, as they seemed to point to her. It was like a stab to the heart as she watched them. “Me? This happened because of me?” Josephine didn’t want to wait for the answer, not knowing if one was even going to be found in the water as she pulled her form up from the ground.
This assignment was her undoing to say the least. If Josephine Bowman hadn’t been so adamant in her belief that Divination worked, maybe she would have seen the stick that had caused the ripples to lead toward her…maybe she would have been more skeptical of the ripples that were never quite clear enough to read by a mere 5th year on her first attempt. The truth was that Josephine had jumped the gun…her whole life coming to a crushing halt as she tore back into Hogwarts and down the staircase leading to the Slytherin Dormitory. She would write her paper…and it would consist of open-ended questions and obscure answers to an unnamed question…but in her heart she knew there was no obscured answer. She was to blame for her sister’s death; because she had not been able to find a cure quick enough…it was her fault. As she placed the last full-stop at the end of her last sentence a form stepped from the shadows of the corridor leading to the boy’s dormitory. Josephine’s eyes fell on him…like he was her savior. “I need to ask you something Stephen…something important.”