The panio at its sadest moment (friends)

[anderson]

It was late one night and Jasmine wondered down the corridors. She didn’t bother to have light and didn’t care if she got caught. Her mind was driving her crazy at the moment and her heart ached to play the piano. But could she remember the notes? Could she continue on this battle called life? There were many questions to ask her but left unanswered. Continuing down the hall an instinct told her to run. Picking up the pace she continued down the hallway. Her heart began to beat rapidly in her chest as she continued. Sweat gathered on her forehead as her feet took her any way. Just than she tripped over something and feel onto the ground. Laying flat down on her stomach she stayed where she was. It was as if her body was paralyzed and rotting away.

At that very moment Jasmine felt like screaming at the top of her lungs and throwing a fit. Standing up from the ground she smashed her fit into the wall and heard her knuckles crack. Tears formed in her eyes as she took her bloody hand and wrapped it up in a piece of cloth. Hearing the sounds of foot steps she looked both ways and leaped down the curdier. Jasmine feet took her where ever they deiced to and she didn’t bother to change the course. Her face looked frighten as she turned the and didn’t realize the set of moving stairs. She than started to tumble down them and landed at the end just before the stairs moved. Laying flat on her side she closed her eyes and wished it all over. She wished she wasn’t born. She wished that she could just die where she was. She just wished she could vanish from the foot of the earth and no one would notice.

[VanessaLink]

"I won't talk
I won't breathe
I won't move till you finally see
that you belong with me

you might think
I don't look
but deep inside in the corner of my mind
I'm attatched to you
mmmm

I'm weak
it's true
cause I'm afraid to know the answer
do you want me too?
cause my heart keeps falling faster" Vanessa's fingered played at the guitar, her voice ringing out, clear as day. She was walking down the corridors, playing and singing. She had been lying in bed when she realized, the school was in jeapordy. Valentines Day was coming up, and she needed to brighten the mood a bit. So no matter if she got caught or not, Vanessa played the guitar and sang as she walked down the corridors.Taylor always told her, she had the knack for finding love when it didn't want to be found. Vanessa couldn't help that.

"I've waited all my life to cross this line
to the only thing thats true
so I will not hide
i'ts time to try anything to be with you
all my life I've waited
this is true

you don't know
what you do
everytime you walk into the room
I'm afraid to move

I'm weak
it's true
I'm just scared to know the ending
do you see me too?
do you even know you meant me!" People were now realizing that they weren't hearing the music in their heads, and were coming out of the common room to see what the commotion was about. Vanessa was about to continue when she spotted Jasmine. Jasmine and Vanessa hadn't spoken in awhile. It was just, busy and hard to track each other down. So Vanessa had no idea what was going on in Jasmine's life. But, by the looks of things, Jasmine wasn't very happy. Vanessa handed a Hufflepuff her guitar and told them to place it in the common room, and she was off after Jasmine. She reached the top of the staircase, to see Jasmine fall down and roll down them. And when she reached the bottom she wasn't moving. Vanessa gasped and ran down the stairs to her friend, "Jasmine? Jasmine? Are you okay? Speak to me Jasmine. C'mon!" Vanessa, tucked the hair out of her eyes, behind her ear, and felt hot tears spring to her eyes.

[anderson]

Jasmine lay on the ground staring at the wall. She didn’t feel like getting up at all but realized some one noticed her. Standing up quickly she brushed off the dirt off of her clothes and looked at Vanessa with a faint smile. She had not seen her best friend in a while. Jasmine was always off hanging in the common room and studying by the library. Well she was a Ravenclaw and loved her studies very much. Still smiling faintly at her best friend she starred at her. "I am alright it’s just me not noticing where I was going. No worries." Jasmine said in her voice that didn’t sound so sure. Looking down at the flour she kicked the ground softly and her checks turned red. She just fell down a whole flight of stairs. That sure was to make her the clumsiest person on the face of the earth. Kicking the ground again she looked up at Vanessa and linked arms with her friend. "Hey follow me." Jasmine said taking her friend down a long corridor and into a room full of intrustments. The girls had been in that room before and Jasmine visit when ever she could tare away from studying.

Letting go of her friend she sat down by the piano and touched it glossy white keys. They felt so smooth under Jasmine fingers and she pressed down on a key and it made a high noise. Feeling a little bit better she continued to play more. The music filled the room and Jasmine felt as if she was lost in it. It was sweet and calming and really helped her out. A smile had been put on her face for the first time in months. There was a lit expression on her face that had not been there for a long time. Continuing the play the selvedge scale she felt as if she were a star. A star from the muggle world that every one knew and wanted to be like. But who would want to be her? Really she was being more clumsy than usual and always crying. But she had a good reason to cry. Lana was terribly sick and in the hospital at the very moment struggling for her life. That meant that if she died Jasmine had to move back to the orphanage and live there until she was seventeen and able to live on her own. Tears formed in her eyes but she closed them and continued to play. The sweet music was taking over at the moment and she felt like singing more than ever.

"It brings a tear,
Into my eyes,
When I begin,
To realize,
I've cried so much,
Since you've been gone,
I guess I'm drowning in my own tears,

I sit and cry,
Just like a child
My pouring tears
Are runnin' wild
If you don't think
You'll be home soon
I guess I'll drown in my own tears

I know it's true
Into each life
Some rain, rain must pour
I'm so blue
Here without you
It keeps raining
More and more

Why don't you
Come on home
Oh yes so I won't
Be all alone
If you don't think
You'll be home soon" Jasmines sang but messed up at the beginning. Ray Charles was one of her favorite blue song writer and she just loved the fact that he was blind and death. It showed that anyone could do anything if they put there mind into it. Continuing to play the piano she didn’t notice that Vanessa was in the room. That was what music did to her. Swift her off her feet and brought her peace.