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Post by quidditchgrl34 on Dec 28, 2004 5:17:34 GMT
Katie listened to her sister talk and she wondered if she could wake up now. But why did Jordan cutt herself? Why oh why did this happen? Some times in Katies mind she thinks that if she never came into Jordan life she and Amelia would still be best of firends and their wont be pain. Katie felt her heart fill with sadness and continued to listen to Jordan beg for her to wake up.
Suddenly Katie open her eyes and turned her head at her sister. She smiled faintly and blink her light green eyes. She was awake at least but her heart fill with sadness. She than felt tears sting her eyes as she looked up at her sister. "Jordan I am back at least I think I am and I hope it is not another screen play." Katie said looking around the room at the flowers and everything. How long have she been lying in this bed? Why couldnt she feel happy like she did in her dream thoughts.
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Post by JordanCortes on Dec 28, 2004 5:31:06 GMT
Jordan had leaned over and laid her head on Katie's bed and put her arms over her head as she sobbed lightly. Her brown eyes looking liquidy and overflowing with the water that touched her cheeks but came from her heart. She sniffed and cried some not realizing Katie woke up until she spoke. Jordan sat up so abruptly she hit her head on the shelf that was above Katie's bed that had flowers strewn all over it.
"Katie? I'm not hallucinating right? You are awake..."Jordan whispered as she looked at the girl's green eyes, she hoped Katie was awake, and she hoped she didn't remember anything she just said. Because, that would be disasterous and all...but, right now Jordan was too happy to think about misery. She hugged Katie, forgetting the bruises that were on her sister's frail body. Right now, at that moment, she didn't feel like picking up a blade...she felt like drawing.
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Post by quidditchgrl34 on Dec 28, 2004 5:41:24 GMT
Katie put her arm around Jordan and cried on her shoulder. "It was horrible I would see it over and over in my mind I wouldnt go away! It wouldnt go away! I saw him kill me I saw the pain of the first time he had hit me." Katie said crying even more. She didnt know if she oculd take it anymore and Katie groaned at her head and kaud back down in the bed. She than looked at her sister and looked up her arms. "Jordan I heard what you said and I know i put those there. Me coming into your life was a mistake." Katie siad outloud and looked around her room for something but nothing stood out that she could use to make the pain go away.
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Post by JordanCortes on Dec 28, 2004 5:53:31 GMT
Jordan shook her head at Katie and looked down. Howc ould she think that? She didn't put those there.
"No, Katie you didn't. You didn't put it there at all. It was something I had always thought about, and something that just overflowed and it was a way to relieve my stress. You weren't here for me to cry on or worse yell, so I had to take it out on myself. Please, don't say that...without you in my life I wouldn't be here right now, and I wouldn't be experiencing something I have never experienced before. I wouldn't learn from my mistakes. Please, don't ever said it was a mistake." Jordan told her as she wiped away her tears, she fingered her cotton arm warmer that covered the cuts that she had made, she hadn't cut since Amelia had talked to her about it...
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Post by Copenhagen on Dec 28, 2004 6:34:41 GMT
Justin wished he could have stayed but they made him leave. He stood outside the door and said " Well I have to go check back with my brother." He heard Katies' voie through the door and he said " See told you everything would workout. When they let you back in tell her I said hi and that I'll come visit her tomorrow or maybe later." Justin then found his way back to the room with the fireplace and saw that noone was there. So he closed the door and pulled down the shade. He pulled out a pinch of floo powder and threw it into the fire saying " Jay Lionhearts' Cabin in Weinig Zug." he walked in the fire and spun around and finally reched the cabin.
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Post by sky on Dec 28, 2004 23:51:42 GMT
Elizabeth shook her head as the nurse told them to get out. Elizabeth didn't want to go. She didn't feel like leaving Katie. Elizabeth walked over to Katie and whispered "I'll be back, I promise" she then turned to Jordan and hugged her. "Thank you." she said and headed out the door. She saw Justin once she stepped out, she didn't ask questions as to why he was out there, but walked away. Elizbeth was hurt, why had they thrown her out? She was just as much family as Jordan. She pondered this as she walked down the halls, she became angry, no one asked her how she was coping with all of this! She felt just as sad and upset as Jordan! She started to run down the halls, trying to let off some steam, her anger, but she couldn't let go . . .
Her mother was waiting outside for her and decided to go in and look for her. where is she? thought Elizabeth's mother as she walked down the halls getting rather anxious.
Elizabeth ran unntil she knocked into someone, she looked up and found that it was her mother. "Sweetie what's wrong? You look angry . . ." Elizabeth didn't reply, infact she didn't talk to her mom, dad or sister for the remainder time of her being home.
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